Well, second journal thingy post and i think I'm doing alright in my deviations so far, I mean I'm not Van Gogh (in both art and emotional standing).
Yeah got my hair straightened the other day, took three hours but it was worth it, I look like a hippy now.
I'm no longer bummed out seeing as how I finally drew something I like but don't have a working scanner nor do I trust my mouse skills to redo it in paint (I know it's not that good but i like it) so I'll have to wait until I get better or get a scanner.